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ya'll know how I feel about
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well,
i stumbled upon
The Rockstar Diaries, a
The Rockstar Diaries, a
BLOG that contained...
[wait, lemme catch my breath]
THIS POST...
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that post is the stuff of my dreams:
a sunny afternoon,
my very own *bulldog*,
&
a
mother
f***in'
bull
friggin'
dog
birth
day
party!!
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Hooray!
Alleluia!
There are other people out
there like me!
Where are they??!!??!!
There's gotta be some in NY!
[well, i guess i'd need a bulldog first]
but...one day.
one day.
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in the meantime,
i'll student teach for no pay,
& go to college for a few more months
& sit in a classroom listenin' to teachers
talk to me about stuff i already know,
stuff I've known since grade school
about teaching & life & learning...
...i'll do some more wondering around
this world in old, stretched out clothes
listening to my mom & dad argue every 20 seconds,
until the divorce between them is final,
& a whole NEW bunch of agonizingly painful
life changes arise from that.
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Wow.
i didn't expect this post to take that turn at the end there.
*wah wah wah*
gosh, you hear me?
hee hee.
i just know
[to be incredibly redundant]
that
*one day*
i'm gonna have my own bulldog. maybe 2.
...and it'll be great.
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"A goal without a plan is merely a dream." -- Elbert Hubbard
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I guess I gotta start plannin' then, huh?
reflectively reflective
on this rainy Sunday mornin' in NYC,
*amanda*
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