"...however do you want me, however do you need me..."

i feel like the title of this post is addressed to God.

yesterday i proclaimed

that i needed to get

"...back to life, back to reality..."

as in this song

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i thought of the phrase,

then listened to the song

about four times,

and realized "Holy shit, yes!"

It is addressed to God & the Universe and my current state of being.
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it took me 'til yesterday

-- the 20th day of Sept --

to accept that it's Sept,

and that

SuMMeR 2010 is definitely

just memories now.

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i'm game to get back to reality,

in the form of:

subbing the for the next three days,

reading and researching and writing a 25-page thesis to focus on,

getting serious about the restaurant biz and making extra dough, or getting the F***OUT...

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...and all in the mix I'm thinking of

how to construct my Halloween costume,

being a bridesmaid to my best girlfriend,

her birthday,

my birthday,

eating right,

exercising,

caring for the *babies*,

being a good girlfriend,

creating a new template/title/awesome-focus for my 2011 blog,

adapting to the colder and colder weather,

what I need to do to sign up for even MORE school after this semest [seriously kill me],

getting a new iPhone [where's the white one, people??!!]

and

clothes clothes and more clothes.

[that last one calms me down.

like really and truly, outfit-planning is my escape.

am i alone in this???]

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oh, universe!

however do you want me?

in this state of *coo-coo, coo-coo*ness?

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if so,

then this

is

my

PLAN of ACTION:

preferably

wit'

these guys.
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i love those guys.

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